Wednesday, December 17, 2008
When all is said and done
Well, it is finished. My divorce papers are signed... I can hardly believe that in just a few days my marriage to the man I loved and still love will be over officially. There are so many feelings and emotions I'm not sure how to proceed. Perhaps it would be easier if it weren't the holidays, but somehow I doubt it. So I'm doing this final blog as a farewell to my marriage. No matter what anyone says about Cody, he was and still is (and will be unless someone else comes along) the love of my life. And although I doubt I can ever rid of those feelings completely, I find there is still room to hate him. What a strange world. He fathered my children; I doubt there will ever be a time when I can be free of the feelings love, marriage, and then devastating divorce have created. So finally, I raise my glass to what was, and what will be.